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We Finally Met

Lean over to see my face
Turn me over to see me crying Kiss me to stop the tears
Now, I miss you everyday
I finally met the man in my dreams You approached me with such sincerity

Still

Still
There are moments when I ask
Why wasn't I patient enough for you
Why didn't I see it then but see it so crystal now
What is the meaning of this
How am I suppose to decipher this
A combination of the two most influential individuals
You have been freed to find me captured
All of our yesterdays send me
thinking about tomorrows
Why wasn't I patient


It Should Be

I love
I love to love
Love being wanted
Love being put first
Can you pretend if you don't know how
Can you inquire and seek guidance
Because that's the attention I seek

I want my words, my thoughts and tears to make a difference
I want to share conversations that encompass us
I need to forgive myself for not being who you need me to be
And to apologize and ask for forgiveness
I need to write again

I don't doubt you love me
I don't doubt your loyalty
I just don't trust its enough
As it should be
It Should be

I remember me before you
Held an alluring eccentricity
Embodied irresistible abnormalities
I look back and see traces
I want her to return
I want her back

How do I return


Some years ago...

It was at one time, some years ago this was written.
I release this into the universe because, at one point, this was my truth
Some years ago is now long gone, along with what existed then

"Never have I explained who the character "him" is in my Animal Cracker stories. He is a 5' 5" delicious rich deep mocha delight. Cascading his back are his strong flowing locks. He stands tall and mighty in the face of anything but God. He is fierce!"

Sending him many thanks and wishing "him" well

#diamia

Unsteady Concern

from 2009;
I got worked up Expressed my unsteady concern
"I'm sorry" now The only two words I feel like I've learned
After I realize I've been acting foolish There is no peace tonight
Now that I've decided to speak