Foolish Me

What a fool to believe that you were an opportunity

Tell me what I did to make you move on

Why isn't that you couldn't just come to me and communicate

I didn't know I made things difficult for you

The little things I did for you thinking you would appreciate

Thought I would be an interest when we played ball together

You stuck in my head like plaque to enamel

But you see the great thing is, this plaque, this thought of you can be removed

I won't deny that moments spent with you

They were an experience

Can't find one moment we shared to complain about

That's why its hard for me to understand what happened

You made everything sound easy going

Foolish of me to believe you were true

But isn't that our duty, to provide one with the contingency to be tangible

But why?

Where did you go or vanish to?

Why leave me to make assumptions?

My fault that I engaged so quickly

Should have left you a bit more curious and anxious to know who I was

The invitation you persuaded was make-believe

Maybe I should have seen it, but your smile had me blind

I couldn't see past your smile even if the imitation was clear as day

Perhaps you are busy, but would it be wrong to say you are lazy?

How complicated must it be to just pick up the damn phone?

You do a perfect job about hiding

And if it the fact of you not wanting to be seek ed, let me know

Me saying that I have no concern for you is so false

But what else am I suppose to think?

And maybe its good that you don't reach out to me

Fade out my life and become transparent

As easy as it was for me to say A.V.

Still, damn you for leaving me with the entertaining thought of a sOmEtHiNg