I Lost You

Feeling now that I lost you
Being intimate is a projected reflection
But I predicted this separation
I remember what it was like to have you here
But my body forgets

I've tried to mimic the feeling in the past
It's too far from anything like you
It's disheartening drenched with a headache
You told me you missed me
Which I wanted to ignore but couldn't

I was just hoping you could feel it
I think you did, please say you did
I did my best when it came to you
To resist the sobbing and a runny nose
Admit that I did

I neglected to realize that you could shield me from this
That wasn't your responsibility, it was mine
So please don't...
Don't apologize for anything
I know if I weren't in love with you
It wouldn't hurt this fucking bad