Out of Character

Every time I do this
I get messed up
What the hell was I thinking
My hopeful thoughts keeps me sinking
Moments, priceless moments
First time for everything
Look at you notice me
Absorb my thoughts without me knowing
How could he know
How can he see
I'm acting out of Character
It was nothing more
Nothing more for me
Just an experience for me to live
My nose is running
I'm filled with irritation
Damn, I really fell, and I said I wouldn't
I made premonitions
How dumb of me
I enjoy every conversation
Listen carefully; soak in every word
I'm acting out of Character
What do I do
How do I fix me
More than a sexual attraction
Its sensual, intellectual, free, and mind blowing
Water fills my eyes
I don't cry; tears don't deserve such a moment
There is nothing lost
You are incapable of giving me
What I know I want
I'm acting out of Character
My mistake for looking so deep right, should this be my regret
I overwhelmed me
Stay away
I'm no good for you
You don't benefit
*Feel on me
Touch me in places you don't see
Make me want you
Turn me out
Caress my mountains
Fill my valleys
But no, I can't do this
I'm acting out of Character
It is what it is
I'll mute my thoughts for a while
They get me in trouble
Hmmm
Would he tell me what he really thinks of me
Relieve me of my silly perceptions
Make things clear as the tension
You stay on my mind
Available you, I don't want to, but
Take it as far as you want it to go
Allow me the time
Perhaps I'd be acting out of Character